

The little critters are multiplying and assembling. I hope they will remain obedient! I cannot sit down without making a few more to coo over. I really need lots of cuteness and beauty in my life right now to keep me centered. I’m in a funk today. Being ill is a huge challenge to my self esteem and I’m starting to remember ugly things that were said to me over twenty years ago. I had a ton of personal power at 16. I had a paid acting job, saved up and then travelled to Mexico with a friend, and I always stood up for myself. In my adult life , I often keep my mouth shut and I make compromises for what I think is the greater good. I tell myself that is being a grown up and while I believe that, I also see that it has chipped away at my sense of self. These little critters don’t talk, make no demands, and appear to worship me, how could I not love them?
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